Mowed the lawn, hung out with Rebecca despite whatever. Washed doggies, bought them retractible leashes and used them in Bethabera with Megan. Read a lot of Blink. Learned Thai. Got drunk with Megan and Jay at Montereys. Got crunk at Salem Lake. Got more crunk at a golf course near Salem Lake. Amplified tension all around. Talked about art and modern dance at length. Denied a girl a ride at the Peters creek BP station. Chain smoked and picked Megans brain about her piece on a secluded porch. Our relationship is unhealthy on the outside; it's red on the inside. word.